Heart Remains With Me

How on this vast earth,

Making you believe?

Sending me a text,

Gives rights to receive.

So what we go back,

A new year and day.

Sure don't know me now,

Diamonds do not play.

You're ridiculous,

After all these years.

Thought you knew me best,

I shared most my fears.

The pain has helped me,

Value myself more.

Just because you knock,

Won't come in this door.

On my own stronger,

I glance back on past.

Smiling from my heart,

I'm first prize not last.

Wish it was different,

But things can't change now.

You received chances,

Had to break that vow.

Not still in bondage,

Struggle being free.

My mind needs love first,

HEART remains with me.

I Must Feel Free

Never imagine,

I'd sit here today.

Looking back on life,

Unsure of the way.

When right becomes wrong,

For wrong is now right.

I get overwhelmed,

Where's my guiding light?

I don't fear darkness,

Yet it creeps inside.

Cannot let it in,

No I will not hide.

Things feel different now,

Less worry more growth.

Know within my heart,

Enough strength for both.

Crossroads before me,

Which road should I take?

Pulling me apart,

Fragile but won't break.

Enough is enough,

I'm looking ahead.

Can't sweat your issues,

Still alive not dead.

Haunted by the past,

Surviving alone?

Prepared to be one,
Life is not my own.

Choosing the choices,

This season's for me,

I've been good to you,
 Now I must feel free!